Just a quick post. It’s New Years Eve already. Wow! I definitely have a LOT to reflect on for this year. I’m happy to see it go. I dealt with a lot of hard times and can only hope that 2011 will be so much better. This is just a post to wish everyone a very happy New Year. Have fun tonight. If you go out, please be safe. If you drink, do not drive. If you’re the DD. You rock. I’ll be going to a family member’s house for some festivities and thankfully don’t have to worry about getting home safely. And I’ll surely be recovering tomorrow lol. Good times!
Anyway…. HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Wishing everyone a very Merry Christmas. I’ll post tomorrow night. I have a feeling I’m gonna have things to talk about! But for now. I just wanted to say MERRY CHRISTMAS from mzkitteh =)
It’s been a while since I last blogged. I’m working on another domain project and currently deciding what I’m going to do with this site. The domain expires next month. I don’t want to let it go, but I do want to turn it into something else. I’m just not sure what. Every time I start up a domain I decide that I am not going to censor myself on it. However I always wind up censoring myself anyway. People are always going to say things that others don’t like. People are always going to do things that others don’t necessarily agree on. My journey through unemployment, job hunting, trying to find my other half, and figuring out what my purpose in life, shouldn’t always be judged upon. But sometimes it is. This shouldn’t be a reason for me to censor myself but unfortunately I do it anyway.
Anyway, I hadn’t blogged in months so I figured I’d at least throw one more out there before the year is up. Even if it’s full of things that people won’t agree on. That’s life. It’s the holiday season and I’m trying to really embrace the season but it’s been hard. Struggling to help with family and my own debts, wanting to go to school but not being able to get financial aid, wanting to get a job but living in the wrong area to even try to find one, missing being in a relationship but not knowing what exactly I’m looking for. Definitely feeling like I’m stuck… It’s like I’m sitting on a piece of ice stuck in the middle of the ocean. Can’t move. I can’t jump out and swim my way to land because the water is too cold. I don’t have anyone there sticking it out with me. All I have are my thoughts.
There are times when I want to blog so bad because I really don’t have anyone to talk to. But then I go to type and my thoughts are so compacted, it’s hard to sort them out. Then I have blog entries like this. No beginning and no end.
Oh well. Wishing you and yours a very Merry Christmas. I’ll be back again soon.
