Random much?
So, I came here to blog about my plans for the day. I got distracted by my comment queue. Usually spam comments are SO obvious. But I just got a whole lot of ego boost. Haha! Yeah.. Not approving those. Oh well! Anyway, so here it is Saturday. I almost typed Sunday though. My days off are on Friday and Saturday. So, that’s my weekend. Therefore when Saturday gets here I think it’s Sunday. Confused mind is confused.
I’m not blogging much.. again. This time the reason isn’t because of lack of content, though that is true as well. But my keyboard makes typing rather frustrating. A few weeks ago I spilled kool-aid on it. Orange kool-aid to be exact. I was able to save it from being fried. However almost every key was sticky. So my brilliant mind decided to try to pop off the keys to try to clean underneath but that proved to be one big massive FAIL. Keys are either still sticking, or completely broken so trying to type as fast as I do is a bit challenging. The spacebar lags. The C and Q keys won’t go back on the little tab things. It’s one big mess. I have to invest in a new keyboard but have yet to order one. I think I’ll be doing that after I publish this entry. I usually love typing. I love how fast I type and how nice it feels but this actually hurts. FAIL!
Anywho… So today…. plans for today… Do you have any? I’ve been stuck in another depressive rut again because of the whole being alone.. being lonely.. feeling unwanted thing. But today I’m making myself go out for a bit.. BY MY SELF. As much as I wish I had someone to spend time with, I don’t. I just have to deal with it. So, I’m going to go to Starbucks and buy myself a Venti Pumpkin Spice latte. I’ll sit down by myself. I’ll enjoy it by myself. And then I’ll walk across the very busy street and browse a few shops. I’m also going to stop by MetroPCS and see about flashing my ‘droid. I’ve been tolerating the phone I originally bought when I switched service, but, I really miss having a droid and using apps. So, it’s currently charging and I’m crossing my fingers!
I have a knack for talking myself out of doing things. I’m trying really hard not to do that today. A huge part of me just wants to be lazy and go sleep or something but I will regret it if I don’t get out. I waste too many days off. I can’t keep waiting for others to want to be with me. I’m in this on my own.
And gosh darn you people up north getting cooler weather. Give me some of that. I’m so sick of this 90 yet feels like 1000 weather we’re stuck with in Florida.
Can you believe we’re half way through September? The first BER month? Wowzers! I love seeing the Halloween stuff in stores! I just hope I get to do something fun. Specifically with a certain someone but…. we shall see.
I was trying to think of a clever way to end this entry…..
