Well…. For reasons that don’t need to be shared on here, date night isn’t happening. I’ll be honest. I’m pretty bummed. While the reason isn’t because of me, or anything pertaining to me, I can’t help but feel like I’ve been rejected yet again. Oh well. The aspect of the whole getting ready, what to wear, being nervous, wondering how it would go, was kinda fun. But it’s over. I’m trying to pick myself up and try to have a good start to the weekend. I’ll admit I’m struggling. What’s NOT helping is this fluctuating feeling of fever mixed with uber druggedness, though I’ve surely not taken a single thing. I’ll get over it and move on just like I always do. But I’ll have the nagging feeling of wondering if I’m just not meant to find someone… Not pretty enough… Too fat… Not enough of this…too much of that. I’m a girl. I have feelings…emotions… I am human. But.. I will dust myself off and move on. That’s what I always do. And how can I not be even the slightest bit happy? I’ve got a cute little cuddly cat asleep on me right this very moment. Best date ever

Woo it’s December! With the end of NaBloPoMo, I decided to start off December with a fun little Christmasy theme. I obviously didn’t make it. But I like it. It works until I actually DO finally make one. I couldn’t not deck the walls of my website. Speaking of websites. I’m faced with my annual dilemma. To renew my most prized domain possession, which I don’t really use anymore. Fiesty-kitty.net expires in four days. Every year I go through the same thing. Renew domain/hosting? Let it go? Move on? I’ve had the domain since 2004 so it’s got a bit of history wrapped up with it. But it also has bad memories and lousy mistakes buried in as well. So I’ll contemplate what to do for a while. And then next month. Whoa… so weird to think that next month is January. Wowzers. I had to stop and think about that for a moment. Anywho, next month, I have to renew this domain. That’s an obvious no brainer. I’m pretty content with this one.

Oh well. I have plenty of time to think about this, and other things. I’m now off for the next five days. No clue what the heck I’ll be doing with those five days. Going out tomorrow night. After that, I’ve got nothing. I’ll enjoy sleeping in. That’s a definite OH YES. But otherwise eh… I’d really rather be working, and making money. But I’ll do the best I can to make these next few days as worthwhile as possible. Back to watching The Santa Clause!